another week.

OCS. Officer Cadet School. It's actually quite a nice name huh, like really grand sort you know. But things you experience inside its like totally different. Okay they say training is made tough so that they will train good officers for the future and benefit of the SAF. okay still sounds alright and sensible. but now everything seems like so torturous rather than tough. Its difficult to just say it like that, its more of the experience, the daily experience you get from everyday training. Somehow we all feel that if this goes on everyday, which is in fact what's happening now, life just feel so : and everyday is just another day, unlike the everyday-is-a-new-opportunity sort of day. defaulters just make things even worse la huh.

managed to got through the whole of a 2 weeks field camp. it was alright la except for some cock up here and there. and sad to say that was only the beginning. we're in for more things, more activities aka DIGGING lol and ya nothing seems very interesting other than the day when service term ends. okay and of course the 24km march just before our rank presentation. but oh well. survive the weeks before that first la.

but one thing i must sure admit, i really learned alot about human behaviour, learned alot about team working, learned alot about even more politics which to me its already a boring topic and of course learned alot about life. i like this phrase by my lieutenant - if you fail to convince, you confuse. its quite a leader sort of phrase huh like some holy quote you must know as an officer. oh well. back to reality. bye.